HAPPY DAYS (1995)
GOD
INSIDE MY HEAD...I've been fed all my life...had stories read to
hypnotize...I bang my head against the wall...deep inside my head I've
found...some signs of life a mushroom cloud...I teach, I reach the greed, oh
this is the mouth I feed...with love! with love! so don't be accusing me...I've
got God inside my head (3x)...bless my soul, one false hope and wisdom
there...this punk's no dope and I feel the need to share...I teach, I reach the
greed, oh this is the mouth I feed...with love! with love! so don't be accusing
me...I've got God inside my head (3x)...just don't remind me (3x)...that I
teach, I reach the greed, oh this is the mouth I feed...and I refuse to believe,
there's a cynical bone in me...I've got God inside my head (3x)...my head, my
head...if I don't wanna die (3x)
WAYDOWN...I
breed deep in me a beautiful thing...and I need energy for my beautiful
thing...but pain for days has stayed with me...expect to see some change in
me...from happy to frown...I'm on my way down (4x)...I know noisy noisy please
this fool...so hear my plan and understand why I feel so cruel...take this huge
expanse of sound...and wrap it in these rags I found...and in true style...I'm
on my way down...oh this is worth the cost she said...this is worth every penny
she said...and I think I can see through everything...this is how I feel
(3x)...I'm on my way down...
LITTLE
MUSCLE...drove to my lover, tried to discover...if she was my
friend right to the end...don't know what caused her to pretend...so I wrote a
long letter on one inch of paper...sprinkled with tears and surrounded by
love...I'm gonna lick the page now with my tongue...little muscle, little
muscle...wriggle, wriggle lips of lizards...like a lizard little muscle
wriggling...my aching tongue...my aching tongue...my aching tongue...little
muscle (4x)...oh boy, oh boy you're so much trouble...a wedge a wedge a wedge a
wedge...between my lips...little muscle, little muscle...wriggle, wriggle lips
of lizards...like a lizard what have you done...my aching tongue...my aching
tongue my aching tongue...little muscle, little muscle
HEAL...it's
how high you are and the time it takes to heal (2x)...I can climb a tree and
push up through the leaves...cause only when I try am I happier to see...my
head's in some kind of space where boyhood used to be...it's how high you are
and the time it takes to heal...but it's all a lie and I've never felt so
sad...there's a streak of melancholy running down my back...and there's a great
mistrust that borders round the man...I call it strange from a boy who never
left his head...it's how high you are and the time it takes to heal...and
everyone needs someone to live by (2x)...but it's all a lie, it's a lie to make
you beg...for something more for something better than you've had...and I wish I
knew...I wish I knew how to change...cause everyone needs someone to live
by...everyone needs someone...everyone needs someone to live by...everyone needs
someone...everyone needs someone...it's how high you are and the time it takes
to heal...
EMPTY
HEAD...of all the things a popular song can bring...a permanent
picture of hope is what I hate the most...but now I'm happy when I'm told to
discover...there is no other...just this is beautiful...this is beautiful...it's
oh so fanciful...empty head feels good (2x), yeah...just don't be too surprised
if this permanent paradise...explodes some day in a permanent picture of
pain...empty head feels good (3x), yeah...but a permanent picture of love...(now
there's a thing)...you feel you sing for something real...I can tell you it's no
deal so don't bother...whenever the fools surround me...it's never enough to
tell me...this is beautiful...this is beautiful...it's oh so fanciful...empty
head feels good (3x), yeah
RECEIVE...shiny
silver jubilee...when I destroy what I receive...it's good to see you
smiling...and the lack of sympathy...it's good to know the reason...the
reasons...I destroy myself...I know I know I know...I deny myself...I know I
know I know...I destroy myself...I know I know I know...I want to
receive...what's the reason, what's the use...when I don't want to look like
you...it's good to see you smiling...and the lack of sympathy...it's one of many
reasons...reasons...I destroy myself...I know I know I know...I deny myself...I
know I know I know...I destroy myself...I know I know I know...easy to
believe...grow my hair...long and strange...I'll be a walking mountain
range...it's good to see you smiling...and the lack of sympathy...'cause now I
know the reasons...the reasons...I destroy myself...
MY
EXHIBITION...there is an attitude I'm guilty of...kept deeper,
deeper, deeper...I only let it out when people piss me off...it's funny funny
funny...I can be, I can be what you want me to be...I can be, I can be what you
want me to be...I can be, I can be what you want me to be...my my my
exhibition...I'm such a nice boy, such a charming man...but I'm going crazy with
these snakes and stuff...I charm the pants of anyone I can...but this time I'm
gonna....my exhibition...a real condition...yoga position...my
exhibition...you're pissing me off, your pissing me off...deeper and deeper and
deeper and deeper...I can be, I can be what you want me to be...it's my
exhibition...stop you're pissing me off (3x)
EAT MY DUST YOU
INSENSITIVE FUCK...I think I have the best of me inside my
head...no one else competes with me...I think I'm great...got spirit tucked away
inside...I know the ghosts of angel notes to kiss...everything I sing is part of
this...got honey brushed across my lips...I know (4x)...if you can call this
luck...if you can call this luck...if you can miss this much...eat my dust you
insensitive fuck...eat my dust you insensitive fuck...eat my dust
SHOCKING...old
style in it seems they've brought you everything...there's an old style in of
days when we were all thirteen...yeah these pictures of love are a testament to
the memories...when I think of you it's shocking...oooh it's
shocking...oooh...now it's "oh my god this time he crushed some
aspirin"...dissolved in love he always made the best of it!...yeah he spilled it
all to the sun months before punk had taken off...he had the pictures to
prove...what a soaraway dude is guilty of...when I think of you it's
shocking...oooh it's shocking oooh it's shocking...but won't you listen to me,
why can't you believe...that you're breaking my heart...and these moments were
part of our lives...and it destroys me to see you destroy them...every
time...when I think of you it's shocking...oooh it's shocking oooh it's
shocking...so you wanna know what's my crime...love, I'm guilty every
time...love, this love, I'm guilty every time...love, this love, I'm guilty
every time...love this love, love this love...it's shocking
LOVE TIPS
UP...Don't feel sad don't feel blue...It's supposed to be...All I
feel comes back off you...And I'm so happy...'cause I feel I'm at 45
degrees...That's when love tips up for me...And keep it understood the
elevations good...And love tips up for me...Please let me kiss your peculiar
lips...For some sympathy...Though I've always maintained...That you've always
been stranger than me...Is that the way it's meant to be?...I'm at 45
degrees...And that's when love tips up for me...So keep it understood the
elevations good...And love tips up for me...Yeah don't it make you feel...Yeah
don't it make you feel Yeah don't it make you feel...High...'cause I feel I'm at
45 degrees...That's when love tips up for me...When all of this is done it's
dizzy I've become...And love tips up for me...Yeah for me
JUDY STARING AT THE
SUN...smacked up again behind the door...begging please give me
some more...a vein that's open for the day...feel the pulse beneath the
skin...and smiling as it all begins...oh where have you been...Judy's staring at
the sun...Judy's staring at the sun...Judy's fantasy has come...so amplify this
little one...she's a volume freak...she hears as much as she can see...and what
she sees she can't believe...it's just what Judy needs a moment of release...to
give her peace peace peace...Judy's starting at the sun...Judy's day passed out
of sight...Judy will be suffering tonight...she's suffering...she passed by and
said good-bye to him...and in a rare and lucid state...she said my days are
unoriginal...I wanna fade fade fade...she's suffering...Judy's staring at the
sun...Judy's day passed out of sight...Judy will be suffering tonight
HOLE...deep
down this boy can feel too much...his flesh is weak he needs the satin
crown...got balls intact despite the fact...he'll curse his luck, his painful
guts...screwed up the path he followed...always the pretty songs for us to sing
along and bust up...this is the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed
now...he's divine this time...when will you listen...no fake what does it take
when will you listen...when will you learn...you fuss you fight I don't think
it's right...that you pushed this man so deep down this hole...come back...come
back...always the pretty songs for us to sing along and get fucked up...this is
the worst news I have heard alone and disturbed now...he's divine this
time...when will you listen...no fake what does it take when will you
listen
FIZZY
LOVE...what you do to me...leave puddles at my feet...won't it make
me ill...the way you make me feel...can't remember when...my senses were so
bent...tell me your impressed...with my obsessiveness...what am I supposed to
do...bubbles in my...fizzy love for you...fizzy love for you...fizzy love for
you, you...won't you let me kiss...you're starving me of this...you really have
the flair...to suffocate me there...for my survival I conclude...when I need air
it's all I use...my fizzy love for you...fizzy love for you...fizzy love for
you...I lose the energy to think...I don't eat food and all I think...is fizzy
love for you...my fizzy...my fizzy love for you
KILL MY
SOUL...call me romantic...but I'm frantically fucked up...I had a
picture...sentimentally flawed...pretty hard to ignore...in my soul...you killed
my soul...soul...you killed my soul...fatally wounded...and in peacetime oh
oh...leaving me rigid...that's what I find so...hard hard hard to forgive...in
my soul...you killed my soul...pretty hard to forgive...you killed my
soul...soul...you killed my soul...oh...call me romantic...but I'm
disappointed...la la la la
GLITTER...(not
on US version)...he tried his best at understanding sex in his own mind...not
learning much this understanding sucks in his own eyes...yeah he's the biggest
living creep...yeah so bad it makes him weep...what's the point supposed to
be...you all think the less of me...so dream of something better...choose your
glitter (3x)...he's past the stage of understanding rage in his own mind...yeah
he's been inside the cage...yeah beside the snake...what's the point supposed to
be...this will be the death of me...dream of something better...choose your
glitter (3x)...the mirrored moon that he's been swinging from...reflects the gay
heart that he has become...he cannot stand the loss of love, love,
love...where's it all supposed to get you...get criticized for something
better